Шнурок - Анабиоз - текст песни, слова, перевод, видео

I'm in cryogenic sleep, lying in my own bed

I wish I could forget everything and wake up in 10 years

To see you with someone else, smiling happily, to believe

That everything is fine with you and calmly open my skull

To divide my whole life into "before and after" with one phrase

Clinging to images like a drowning man to the rescuer's hair

You're not here, you're just a memory

That devours me like worms eating raw meat

I immerse myself in your thoughts as if in suspended animation

I have exactly two hours to survive

My body has cooled to 15 degrees, practically dead, and it's so easy to hate

Everything that reminds me of you, but it's even easier to love and cherish

Than to impulsively take and tear it apart

Shoot the photo with buckshot

Running away from myself is becoming a sport for me

That loser behind me in a Korn t-shirt shouted something after me

I ignored it, but accidentally remembered something

Tear it up and break it, tear it up and break it, don't think about her only

My head is bursting as if a 2007 ringtone is blasting in it

Nothing else is audible except that, just like greetings from old acquaintances are inaudible

Your head is so empty that every breath becomes a ringing sound

I hate myself for being able to love, you and your quirks

(Now it's clean, damn it)

These feelings are alien to me, I considered love a savage entertainment for those who always have nothing to do

Through rose-tinted glasses, everything seems like a fairy tale to me

That now I'm becoming the one I usually mocked

These questions are pointless, there's no point in getting up in the morning anymore.

I so blindly believe in what I always considered madness

And some smartass in my head is constantly blabbering. He's an unrecognized poet, I think his name is Blasphemy

Lost in his own head, I don't know how to save him

I'm tearing out my nerves, hoping for a detonation.

You hid from me like a turtle in its shell

I doubt I'll ever manage to break it.

You promised to be there for me when I wanted to break down

My teeth are crumbling, I'm screaming, but there's no trace of you here. I created a world for myself where I don't want to seem

Like someone important, but I forgot that I drew you in it

What I feel now

A strange apathy towards everything that surrounds me

Lying in bed, not trying to get up

Unable to put together any of these mosaics

All emotions come surprisingly easily

But none of them seem alive or serious

Not sleeping at night

Healing myself with the same songs

Waking up each time from the terrible scream of my heart

Longing to extinguish the chaos in my head

I've already forgotten why and for what I need this

In a sleepy delirium, I barely make it to bed

Collecting dubious ideas along the way

Maybe pretend to be dead

Maybe someone will believe it

Maybe something will stir in you from this loss

Or simply forget your name and voice

Silently take and erase your lips and hair

Try from scratch, try to get up on the right foot

Separate myself from everyone and look at myself anew

Smile so sincerely and go somewhere, stumbling unaccustomed

Walking awkwardly, your thoughts are concrete, I can't get into them

And honestly, I haven't been trying for a long time, I'm learning to walk again

Memories that I cling to diligently don't let me fall

By some absurd mistake of the universe, I am now writing this text, striking the strings

I might not have been here, and hardly anyone would have thought about it

We all might simply not exist, and then there would be no need to shed tears here

From how much we miss each other or from how much we hurt each other

No need to live in the moment and learn to rejoice in the little things

No need to build houses for people and huge ports for ships

No need to trust people anymore and dissolve in them like tea in a mug

Just imagine that we no longer look for meaning in things that are incomprehensible to us